No One Really Has To Read This

Things i want to do with you when you get off work or in the following time after:

1. Build an actual fort. I should warn you i am especially good at this, and please don’t feel imasculated (i think thats how you spell that. Probably isnt.) by my mastery.

2. Smoke and then watch Spirited Away.

3. Go swimming in beaver lake! Your right, we dont do nearly enough swimming and i cant go to a pool because all my hair would fall out.

4. I will wear my white dress and we will walk around the inner harbour. Shortly after that we will leave that horrid place because the inner harbour sucks and our time could be better spent feeding seals.

5. Go streaking! Perferably tonight!

6. Make our porn canvas! Its going to be so fun cutting out all those porn ladies with bad hair and plastering them down!

7. Please take the picture of my back at that beach that no one goes to. Its one of my life goals and i’d really apriciate you doing it. I guess thats more of a favour.

I am so tired. I have eaten so much pho. Please stop moving things for Women In Need and come collect me from Chapters. Im going to fall asleep here- then who knows what will happen to me! I AM SO FULL AND CANT MOVE!

Once More For The Cheap Seats

-make muffins for family

-pick up light bulbs, glue sticks, and biore strips

-transfer lamps and barbie head to my house

-make and mail cards

-phone every choir donor and get their names

-write 8 (yes, 8) choir funding letters

-bring criminal record check to choir

-get letters signed and hand deliver them

-do choir

-go to my choirs little people performance

-bring criminal record check to center

-work at center

-double check that everything is ok with Pride

-drop of Cool Aid application

-sign up for classes at 6 am (yes, 6 am)

-therapy

-book a meet and greet with my new doctor, then set up physical

-gather up all documents for work funding (order transcripts)

-start and finish student loan

-look up scholarships

-date / concert night

-streak (its a really good stress buster)

-date / craft night

-weekly friend thing

-family movie night

-take nams to lunch

-collect things for jar making!

-put money aside for trip!

-pay ez back

-cash cheque and pay bills

-gather another house thing (book shelf, laundry hamper, or clothing storage shelf)

-PICK UP DRIVERS ED BOOK

-phone date with tim

-Fix all light bulbs in room

I know that lately its seemed that i am busting my balls way too much for things that i can probably live without, and thats probably true. But i have a very spesific idea of what my life is to be, and the enviroment i want to live it in. And bless your heart, you have to bust your hump extremly hard for a while to get there. I already am closer to arranging things the way i want them then i was three weeks ago! It took me a year but i was in a play, have two steady volunteer things, first year of school done, irish citizenship in the works, and arranging my home to the way i want it! Everyday i’m motherfucking hustling!

And Again

-admin work at the center

-organize what classes im going to take and when

-mail away stuff

-mail away citizenship stuff

-get vanity

-make birthday things for ben

-organize going to see chorus line

-get vacation stuff worked out

-start working on student loan

-find out where i place on the waitlist for CFCS

-pick up work school funding papers

-choir

-fundraising meeting

-schedule fund raising meeting

-schedule monthly shelter volunteering

-family movie night!

-make banana nut muffins

-date night

-schedule meeting with uvic

-go to camosun make sure all my classes are acceptable, pay little fees

-pick up drivers ed book!!!!

-book time off work

-phone date with timo!